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porcelain Clown

porcelain Clown

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My dear little porcelain clown
It brings me to tears to see you frown.
My heart breaks to see your flowers wilt
And watch your smile fall after everything we've built.

Trying to fix you with needle and thread
And wiping away these tears that you've shed.
Desperately stitching buttons to felt.
Competing against time as your make up melts.

Could I be more needy as I re-lace your shoes?
Fighting this battle that I'm doomed to lose?
Quibbling over what could have been done,
But an exposed flame will always burn.


As I weep over your tattered, coloured clothes
I ponder over who really knows
When the dreams of your lover are of saying goodbye
And they're only around so they don't see you cry.

If these pins are enough to hold you together
Perhaps I'll have time to please you forever.
For my dear little porcelain clown
It brings me to tears to see you frown.
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porcelain Clown July 28 11 comments 3 favourites

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The Break Up As the sand drains from our hour glass
I'm forced to look at our shattered past.
Where we were once beautiful, perfect and in love
No matter the problem, we'd rise above.

Little shards of history now lay upon our floor
Cutting our soft skin that is perfect no more.
There's nothing left but to watch and cry
Like watching flowers grow, wilt and die.

I can't help but wonder how things will change.
Nothing you have touched will remain the same.
The life that we've built will simply burn down
I'll stand in the ashes with no one around.

I'll come home at night to just be alone
Wondering if I'll always be on my own
With no one toThe Break Up by ~psycho-ferret-killer
Lepidoptera Fierce shades of violet, yellow and crimson
Flash upon a delicate powder blue backdrop
As she surrenders her body to the gentle breeze to land.
Bathing in the sunlight, perched upon spring flowers
That do not contrast, but enhance her obvious beauty.
Even children stand in awe of her graceful movements
As she rises again casting a shadow that eclipses the sun
For those soulful enough to be captivated by her mere existence.

I crawl out from beneath the shadows avoiding the light,
That the moon spreads over everything he can reach,
Desperately seeking warmth that exists only in danger.
Erratically searching for an open window thatLepidoptera by ~psycho-ferret-killer
The Colour of Change The juice splashes into the water
And bleeds a misty purple into my cup
Touching and transforming every molecule
Of clear life
That previously sat still and peaceful.

As the ripples wave outward towards the edges
A drop spills onto the outer handle
And runs slowly downwards landing onto the table cloth below.
A Stain starts to develop,
Like delicate watercolour on a blank canvass
Begging for the excitement of vibrant change.
Should the canvass wish for such a transformation?
Whilst paintings, by nature, are beautiful
Does such beauty not exist in the absence of colour?
The cold, harsh reflection of nothing in itself
Holds meThe Colour of Change by ~psycho-ferret-killer
Nature Cries As the petals weep in my garden
Withered by the exhausting rains
That splash onto the ground
Shattering the silence that once settled under the sun
I lay there.

Surrounded by the grey skies and filthy puddles
Smeared in the wet muck I lie on
Patiently waiting for the sun to shine down
And kiss my skin, begging me to be at peace
With the little fortune that the rain has brought me.

But how can I be thankful for such loss
As it drowns everything it touches and even the unholy bugs crawl
Beneath the surface
To Hide.
And who knows how long it will be before I hide with them?
Buried deep from the storm
Finally numb to its coldNature Cries by ~psycho-ferret-killer
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Captain Obvious on Turning Ancient

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Well this is my first blog as a 23 year old and so far I've yet to:

1. Learn to drive so I have a weapon that I'm allowed to take everywhere with me :)

2.Finish my degree so I can pretend that beyond my looks of 'omg whats actually going on??' there lies some form of mild intellect.

3.Convince Christian Kane/ Collin Farrel/ Johnny Depp/ Gerard Butler/ (insert all the names of sexy male celebrities here) that I am really the one they love.

4.Find a way to convince my body that beef not only tastes great but actually has vitamins...so absorb, absorb, absorb!! Then maybe no more injections woo!!

5.Develop a cure for the hangover that I've been working on for several hours.

6.Stop eating cake.

7.Stop wanting to stop eating cake.

8.Stop thinking about cake.

9.Figure out a general direction for where this lifey type thingy is meant to be going.

10.Go on a proper holidy with sunshine and everything :) Its been quite a while :p Hopefully this will be my year.

xx
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  • Listening to: Simon's snoring
  • Reading: nout
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: Left 4 Dead 2
  • Eating: mmmmmm.......cake
  • Drinking: Wine
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~Greywin Dec 19, 2011
Okay... question 1 do you actually look like your profile pic?

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Men are deluded and women are confused. -Wisdom Benjamin Collestan
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~psycho-ferret-killer Jan 4, 2012
yes, that would be me lol why?
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~Greywin Jan 6, 2012
You are very beautiful lol that's all.

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Men are deluded and women are confused. -Wisdom Benjamin Collestan
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~SuperCheech Jul 1, 2011
oooh i am completly sorry i did not write that i am realy sorry someone got on my profile or something. u have talent in writing poetry. again i did not write that commet

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~psycho-ferret-killer Jul 1, 2011
thats ok I'll just delete it. I had a feeling it would be something like that lol thanks for clearing it up tho :) xx
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*Niuta71 Jun 24, 2011
And thank you so much for faving my work. It's great pleasure for me. I'm not a painter or any other kind of a professional so it means much to me. :hug:
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~psycho-ferret-killer Jun 25, 2011
awww well your work is professional enough without the so called 'professional' title :p xxx
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:iconoak-elfglitter:Thank you so much for the watch,your friendship and support is very important to me,And may I say you have an amazing gift.Keep it up my friend,I will be looking further into your writings and collecting more!:heart::love:

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"Be thankful for everything..What seems meaningless now will mean the world in the end"....
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